At the end of March, I moved back to Pennsylvania. I wanted to stay in Arizona but the cost of living was getting too high and my lease was up. The moving company ended up being a huge nightmare, saying they’d only charge one amount but it kept changing. They waited until the last minute the day before moving day and on moving day to add all these other charges. After the moving company came to pick everything up, I stayed in a hotel for a night and had to fly out to Pittsburgh the next day. ✈ This all happened when COVID-19 was starting to get bad but I had to move because everything was already paid for. There were only 9 other people on the plane. I didn’t arrive in Pittsburgh until after 2 am. I haven’t flown in a long time and it wasn’t a very pleasant flight with turbulence and I was getting motion sickness. It took about 2 weeks until the moving company delivered my stuff. A piece of furniture was damaged and some things were stolen out of boxes. The insurance was pretty useless, 60 cents per pound wasn’t enough to replace things. They have a lot of bad reviews online and for a good reason, they were terrible.

My mom also had clear scans a few months ago, so they lowered the amount of chemo she was on and has to get new scans soon. My dad also has dementia and mental health issues. He’s been having to go to the hospital a lot because of his behavior and the police were called several times. I really don’t want to be here but I didn’t have a choice. I haven’t been able to get mental health care for myself because places are still closed because of COVID-19. My psychiatrist in Arizona provided 2 months’ worth of medications and that’s it. I’m running out again but every mental health place I’ve called said they aren’t scheduling until July. This is a really small town. They don’t seem to be offering phone appointments either. I may have to go to the ER to get medications but I don’t know if they’ll prescribe them. The governor here has only allowed a few places to open with restrictions. 😞

This has been a really stressful situation with everything I’m dealing with. That’s why I haven’t blogged in months. 😐

Erin

I’m Erin, a 38 year old childfree woman with autism living in Pennsylvania. I enjoy blogging, movies, reading, journal writing, the paranormal, Android, The X-Files, Stranger Things Deadmau5, metal, EDM, Hello Kitty, and Pusheen. .y.at