May 6th, 2015 
8:14 pmEdit: We’re no longer friends again.
My friend and I made up, she admitted to going through some personal things and that wasn’t her talking and she messed up.
Last night there was an apartment cookout and none of them wanted me there. Apparently they don’t like that I don’t talk much, or don’t like me, or whatever. I have a neurological disorder called autism (people should know about this by now with all the autism awareness out there), and it has to do with social impairment and other things. People shouldn’t hate me for that or hold it against me. I’ve been treated like shit my whole life and I’m getting really tired of it. I have other problems as well that are difficult to deal with, but people are just not caring enough to understand and it’s sad. :cry:
I don’t feel I deserve to be treated this way, I’m human too.
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Things like this always bother me; we have a family get-together Sunday, and I always have to put on a show and be someone I’m not, but then they later get upset because I’m not that way. Really, I just attempt to stick it out and go back to my sanctuary in my room.
People don’t understand autism. There’s awareness, but it’s not all the best, unfortunately.
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It’s not that you opt to have it. With so much awareness on autism, but yet people just couldnt care less about it T_T They should have given more attention and support rather than just leave you alone.. but hey, you are one talented person! keep your head up!
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