For the past month (or month and a half, can’t remember) I’ve been having horrible depression and anxiety (with panic attacks). I’ve been missing appointments, concerts, and slacking on household chores. I did manage to clean and get the laundry done which surprised me. My medication is no help, but my doctor is so hard to get into. I just can’t live like this anymore. I don’t want to do anything but stay home in my pajamas and sleep. It’s just so hard to struggle for so long with these problems. I’m on an anti-depressant and Xanax and they don’t seem to be helping even a little bit. I can only pray that things get better. It seems that after I got that flu everything went downhill. Kind of strange.
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I’m Erin, a 36 year old childfree woman with autism living in 🌳 Pennsylvania. I enjoy 💻 blogging, 🎬 movies, 📖 reading, ✏ journal writing, 👻 the paranormal, Android, The X-Files, Stranger Things 🎶 Deadmau5, metal 🦆 ducks & 🐦birds, Hello Kitty, and Pusheen.