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I know I’ve been ranting a lot lately, but I’m just so fed up. When I get to Arizona I...

Tue, 09 Mar 2010 20:52:00 -0500

I know I’ve been ranting a lot lately, but I’m just so fed up. When I get to Arizona I have to work on getting my license. I don’t really know how I’m gonna do it with my disability, but I’m sick of it taking over my life and ruining everything. I’m tired of relying on others to drive me, I want to get around on my own. I’ve already failed the computer test in PA at least 3 times, I’m really gonna have to study the book in AZ, even though it might take awhile.

It’s hard when you have negative parents putting you down and destroying your self confidence. I’ve brought up that I wanted to get my license and my mother said “that’s never gonna happen”. Yeah, that’s really encouraging. If I wasn’t raised in such a negative environment as a kid I probably wouldn’t be so negative about things today. I’ve been put down most of my life, no wonder I feel like I can’t do anything.

I’m having second thoughts about moving. This has been my home my whole life and is where all...

Tue, 09 Mar 2010 17:13:46 -0500

I’m having second thoughts about moving. This has been my home my whole life and is where all the family is. If I stay here, I probably won’t see my parents again. Plane tickets are just too expensive. Once I move out there, I won’t be able to change my mind and move back. I just don’t know, but I have to make a final decision soon.

My parents and every dentist I’ve been to have always told me to stop drinking so much soda....

Tue, 09 Mar 2010 03:21:55 -0500

My parents and every dentist I’ve been to have always told me to stop drinking so much soda. It’s better than all the alcohol I used to drink in the past. It has probably contributed to my teeth being bad, but at least I’m staying sober.

14944.) I try not be selfish and always thinking about others, but when is it my turn to have what I want?

Tue, 09 Mar 2010 03:13:15 -0500

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14933.) Is everything actually worth it, I fuck up a lot and I feel that whats the point anymore, whats the fucking point. I'm on a downward slope and it feels like its never going to stop. I just want it to stop. To finish. To end.

Mon, 08 Mar 2010 23:59:03 -0500

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Mon, 08 Mar 2010 21:27:27 -0500

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Don’t know why Mac users are always quick to bash the PC. If you have the money for one, good...

Mon, 08 Mar 2010 19:43:00 -0500

Don’t know why Mac users are always quick to bash the PC. If you have the money for one, good for you, but not everyone does. PC’s are a lot more affordable. I’m able to go online, pay my bills and do what I need on my PC just fine. Just because you own one doesn’t make you better than anyone else, it’s just a computer.

I don’t get the “You look familiar, have we met?” pickup line. I’ve never...

Mon, 08 Mar 2010 19:02:04 -0500

I don’t get the “You look familiar, have we met?” pickup line. I’ve never met or been to where they are from. Maybe it would make more sense if it was from someone in the same city or state.

I placed an order on one website, and then ended up finding something else on another website I...

Mon, 08 Mar 2010 18:21:42 -0500

I placed an order on one website, and then ended up finding something else on another website I liked better. I think it’s stupid they won’t cancel orders, I don’t see why they can’t if it hasn’t been shipped yet. Now I have to figure out how to send it back.

Maybe it’s just me, but I don’t think it’s acceptable to make someone with painful...

Mon, 08 Mar 2010 04:33:00 -0500

Maybe it’s just me, but I don’t think it’s acceptable to make someone with painful cavities wait almost a month to get them fixed. They’ve been really bothering me, but I have to wait until next Monday. They just take on way more patients than they can handle, so people that really need to get in sooner can’t.

I was emptying the dish washer earlier today (or yesterday, whatever) and putting dishes away, when...

Mon, 08 Mar 2010 02:01:00 -0500

I was emptying the dish washer earlier today (or yesterday, whatever) and putting dishes away, when a heavy glass lid from the cupboard above me flew out and hit me right on the head. That hurt. Several hours later, my head still hurts.

I’ve been so stressed out lately that I forgot to pay the rent. I’ve always paid it on...

Sun, 07 Mar 2010 21:16:44 -0500

I’ve been so stressed out lately that I forgot to pay the rent. I’ve always paid it on time since I’ve lived here, it just completely slipped my mind. I pay all my bills online and use my debit card to pay for everything. The rent is the only thing I have to write out a check for, it’s easy to forget. I hope the landlord will cut me a break since this is the first time it’s been late, but I could face a late fee. Blah.

I’ve been looking at the bus routes and everything on the Valley Metro site for where...

Sun, 07 Mar 2010 18:28:36 -0500

I’ve been looking at the bus routes and everything on the Valley Metro site for where I’m going to move. There are so many, bus, light rail, expresses, I have no idea how I will ever figure it all out. I looked up some cab companies, that would probably be my best bet until I’ve lived out there for awhile. It’s really strange that cabs here in Erie are more expensive than those in Phoenix.

"Have you lost your monkey-ass mind? Dinner? Do I look like Florence from The Jeffersons to you? Get..."

Sun, 07 Mar 2010 02:55:00 -0500

“Have you lost your monkey-ass mind? Dinner? Do I look like Florence from The Jeffersons to you? Get over here and pick this crap up before I slap the shine off your head!”

- Everybody Hates Chris

aaronrgillespie: Remember that ziti recipe I posted? It’s good....

Sat, 06 Mar 2010 23:15:26 -0500

aaronrgillespie:

Remember that ziti recipe I posted? It’s good. Here it is. Tomato sauce and love folks. Tomato sauce and love.

If I end up posting crazy entries, it is because the stress of moving has gotten to me. I actually...

Sat, 06 Mar 2010 18:01:33 -0500

If I end up posting crazy entries, it is because the stress of moving has gotten to me. I actually think it already has.

I’m rather irritated, I ordered a case for my phone on Ebay, it finally got here today (they...

Sat, 06 Mar 2010 13:26:15 -0500

I’m rather irritated, I ordered a case for my phone on Ebay, it finally got here today (they claimed fast shipping, but it was slow) and the back has chipped and bubbled paint. Their return policy is return for an exchange or store credit, but I’m not paying to ship it back, it wasn’t worth much. I probably should have ordered it from the one site I order accessories from instead, but found it cheaper on Ebay. I guess I see why they have some negative feedback. They should have checked that nothing was wrong with it before sending it out.

"You don’t have to be apart of a club to know Jesus, and you don’t have to be apart of a “scene” to..."

Fri, 05 Mar 2010 23:47:00 -0500

“You don’t have to be apart of a club to know Jesus, and you don’t have to be apart of a “scene” to know Jesus, and you don’t have to be perfect to know Jesus, you don’t even have to be semi perfect to know Jesus, you just gotta be willing and open and honest. That’s the only thing that will ever help you, is believing in God’s Promise. The sole reason we were made is to worship our creator and to be at harmony with our creator. If you feel that there’s no chance for you, I want to let you know that Jesus loves you, the creator of the universe loves you. You might look at this and say “Well Aaron how is that possible that God put this world in motion and sent His son to die for us and give us life?” And if you’re afraid of that, and you think that’s weird, I want you to know that your emotions are normal and your thought process is normal and I know sometimes that its hard to believe but you should know that Jesus loves you and wants to know YOU. It’s free baby. It’s the hope of the world so, thanks for watching.”

- Aaron Gillespie (via jordanrien) (via fuckyeahunderoath)

I watched “Where The Wild Things Are” yesterday. I thought it was the most bizarre and...

Fri, 05 Mar 2010 22:46:00 -0500

I watched “Where The Wild Things Are” yesterday. I thought it was the most bizarre and stupid thing I have ever seen.

I really hate not being able to drive and having to ask for rides. I asked my dad if he could take...

Fri, 05 Mar 2010 20:58:00 -0500

I really hate not being able to drive and having to ask for rides. I asked my dad if he could take me to the ETID show and he said yes, I don’t see why it’s a big deal. It’s about a half hour away in a suburb of this town. They had to change upcoming shows to the venue there because of a “change in guard” whatever that means. If I didn’t really like them I wouldn’t care so much. I won’t be able to see them at Warped Tour because they don’t join until July, and the date I’m going to is in June. If they had a bus going from here to there or something I’d take it, but they don’t. It would be at least $50 each way for a cab, and I can’t afford that. If I was able to get a driver’s license I would, but I can’t. This area has hardly any transportation options. I don’t ask for rides every day, or ask for much. They will help my sister out all the time by paying her rent for her and everything else, doesn’t make sense. Shows are pretty much all I have to look forward to most of the time. I get out once a week to get groceries, that’s pretty much it, unless I have a doctor appointment or it’s a special occasion. It sucks.