Went to the doctor on Thursday, he increased meds


I was supposed to go on Monday, but my anxiety was so bad I couldn’t go, so I went on Thursday. My anxiety was so bad up until my appointment but I made it through it. I prefer morning appointments but they can’t seem to get me in in the mornings. I told my doctor about my problems with depression and hallucinations. He increased my anti-depressant and anti-psychotic to the highest possible doses. Hopefully I start feeling better.
Mental illnesses are so tough to deal with, and some people just don’t understand what I go through each day. I’ve been struggling since I was a child with this stuff and it just gets really tiring. :tired:
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Tags : Anxiety, Mental illness

Happy Easter!


Happy Easter to those who celebrate it. I got Easter candy and am just relaxing because I have a doctor appointment tomorrow which is giving me a lot of anxiety.
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Untitled


I’ve been really bad at blogging lately, mostly because of my illnesses acting up. When I feel really unwell I basically just stay in bed or hang out with my friend. I haven’t felt like getting on the computer or anything. I’m feeling a little better now, thankfully. I see my doctor on Monday, and I need to discuss an increase in medication because of excessive paranoia and hearing things. We did talk about an increase last time, hopefully he’ll do it. There was a problem I was having with hearing things (rats, mice) but maintenance came in and inspected my apartment and found nothing, so that tells me the schizophrenia is getting worse. It’s really a hard thing to deal with sometimes. I had to miss The Devil Wears Prada on the 25th because my anxiety and other illnesses were too bad for me to handle being around a lot of people. I wish I could have gone because I really wanted to see them. Sometimes I just can’t handle those types of things when I get to feeling bad.
I’ve also been having trouble with buying on eBay. One person sold me the wrong item and another I never received. I had to contact eBay to see what happens. Some sellers on there you need to watch out for. I didn’t want to pay shipping to send the wrong item back because it wasn’t my fault they screwed up, so I’m out the money and now I have a new clock instead of what I ordered. Oh well.
Nothing much new with me, just been hanging out with my friend a lot.
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Tags : Anxiety, Schizophrenia
Selling a domain


I’m selling shefallsapart.net (expires 1/16/16/) so I can buy a different domain. It’s registered through GoDaddy. If you’re interested, E-mail me and we can work out a price. I only take PayPal though.
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Tags : Site
Taking donations


I’m now taking donations via PayPal on the sidebar. I have hypoglycemia (low blood sugar) and need to eat every few hours and the grocery bills are crazy. This is entirely optional, I just wanted to see if anyone was willing to help. I’m not coming off as greedy, I’m just in need. Please don’t bash me for doing this.
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Tags : Misc
Don’t know what to title this


So the guy came this morning to re-texturize my celing and he did a really good job, looks much better. He’s supposed to come back Monday to paint. I hope he does.
I bought such a cool thing a few days ago, it’s a mini fake fish aquarium and I love it. I always have real fish die on me so this was a good alternative. Here is the video. Pretty cool, huh?
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Tags : Misc
Update on ceiling


The maintenance guy came today to finish the drywall, and it looks bad. He also didn’t fix my faucet right. So I went to the assistant manager and complained. The head of maintenance came over and fixed the faucet properly and took pictures of the bad drywall job. To top it all off he used the wrong color paint. Head of maintenance said he’s going to redo it all next week himself and even took pictures. That one maintenance guy does crappy work and if he’s not careful he’s going to get fired. I’m not happy with it and all the inconvenience it has caused me.
At least if the guy in charge does it, it’ll be done right this time. Hopefully.
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More maintenance problems


Ever since I moved in here, I’ve been having nothing but problems with leaks, things not working, etc. This time I had another leak, in the bathroom ceiling. Maintenance came yesterday to cut a hole in the ceiling to see where the leak was coming from. They checked upstairs and found nothing. The leak appears to have stopped. They said they’d be back on Monday to check on it (they never show up when they say they’re going to). So I have to have them come over and look at it, then I’m going to need the drywall repaired (which takes forever, because I have to make several complaints for them to fix the whole thing properly). I have OCD and it’s bothering me.
Here’s a picture of the hole. I hope since they have new staff they can get this fixed properly and in a timely manner.
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Tags : Rant
My bathroom decor


I have a rubber ducky themed bathroom and lately I’ve finally put some finishing touches on it. Here are some pictures:
I’m really happy with it! <3
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Tags : Decor
I feel like I shouldn’t have to hide this


This is hard for me to talk about, mainly because people can be so judgmental. I came out as bisexual not too long ago. I told my mom and she didn’t seem to bothered by it, but my dad doesn’t know. My mom said it’s probably best not to tell him. I can’t help who I’m attracted to. I believe love is love and people should be more accepting. I don’t feel I should have to hide, but I’m afraid if people find out they won’t want to talk to me anymore. I’m a nice person no matter what my sexuality is.
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Tags : Life
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