I’ve been really bad at blogging lately, mostly because of my illnesses acting up. When I feel really unwell I basically just stay in bed or hang out with my friend. I haven’t felt like getting on the computer or anything. I’m feeling a little better now, thankfully. I see my doctor on Monday, and I need to discuss an increase in medication because of excessive paranoia and hearing things. We did talk about an increase last time, hopefully he’ll do it. There was a problem I was having with hearing things (rats, mice) but maintenance came in and inspected my apartment and found nothing, so that tells me the schizophrenia is getting worse. It’s really a hard thing to deal with sometimes. I had to miss The Devil Wears Prada on the 25th because my anxiety and other illnesses were too bad for me to handle being around a lot of people. I wish I could have gone because I really wanted to see them. Sometimes I just can’t handle those types of things when I get to feeling bad.

I’ve also been having trouble with buying on eBay. One person sold me the wrong item and another I never received. I had to contact eBay to see what happens. Some sellers on there you need to watch out for. I didn’t want to pay shipping to send the wrong item back because it wasn’t my fault they screwed up, so I’m out the money and now I have a new clock instead of what I ordered. Oh well.

Nothing much new with me, just been hanging out with my friend a lot.

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