Always seem to be missing out

Today my apartment complex held a pool party with a DJ, food, drinks, and raffles for $100 gift cards. I wish I could have gone, but there were several reasons why I couldn’t. The reasons were this itchy skin condition, the heat, and feeling wiped out because my back flared up this morning. I always miss out on fun stuff. I used to be able to go to a lot of different things (I had a car then and don’t now, so that also makes it hard) when I was in my 20’s, but once I hit my 30’s, my physical and mental health have deteriorated. I miss being able to do a lot of things, it sucks getting older. Whenever I do miss something I wanted to go to, I feel pretty crappy about it for a day or two especially when other people tell me how much fun it was. At the end of the day, I just have to be okay with my decision not to go to some things if it would negatively affect my health.

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Erin

I’m Erin, a 34 year old childfree woman with Asperger’s living in Arizona. I enjoy blogging, movies, reading, journal writing, Android, The X-Files, metal, 80’s and electronic music, cute things, ducks, pink, social networks, Hello Kitty, and Pusheen.

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