Merry Christmas

It’s still Christmas here on the west coast, hope everyone had a good day. I spent most of the day sleeping.

I think I have a virus on my computer or WordPress is acting up, but it won’t allow me to upload pictures of what I got for Christmas. My friend made my gift, it’s a vase with potpourri and lights with lace and a bow on top. I also got an iTunes gift card from her. From my parents, I got some stuff from the “Sleep” Bath & Body Works line. I love the Stress Relief and Sleep stuff. This year it didn’t really feel like Christmas, maybe because it was in the 60’s. It’s nice here though, but I’m used to white Christmases in Pennsylvania. I don’t want to move back there though, it’s not for me. I miss my family lots during this time. This year was better than last year.

Awesome weekend

This weekend I went to two concerts, Every Time I Die and Impending Doom. I didn’t care for the venue Every Time I Die was at, but I still enjoyed it despite barely being able to see the stage. I loved Impending Doom, and even got to meet Brook! That was a good experience. I’ve been wanting to meet him but was too shy to approach him, but last night I’m glad I did, he was really nice.

So much anxiety

I hate how anxious I get about things. I’m going to a concert tomorrow night (and the next night) and I’m SO anxious. I always find things to worry about like if things go wrong. I’ve even gotten anxious over doing regular things like laundry, cleaning, etc. With these medication changes I think my anxiety has gotten worse. I need to talk to my doctor about it, although I’m already on an anti-anxiety medication. I just don’t know what else to do. It’s like I can’t enjoy anything without having to endure anxiety and sickness. I’m trying to tell myself that everything will be okay but my brain won’t listen.