Just got this

I got the Hello Kitty Dream Diary at Target this morning, and I absolutely love it!

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Anyway, I’m looking for new member registrations to view my private posts. Register today, and you can also subscribe to e-mail updates when a new blog is posted. Keep in mind that I have to approve your account before you can log in and use it.

Mood: Tired
Listening to: Five Finger Death Punch - Wrong Side Of Heaven

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My first Christmas card so far

I got a Christmas card from my parents the other day, sorry the pictures are a bit blurry:

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Front: For a Special Daughter
Inside: You’re more incredible, more loved, and mean more than words could ever say. So lucky to have a daughter as wonderful as you. Merry Christmas and Happy New Year. Love mom and dad.

Mood: Tired
Listening to: Nothing

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Went to the dentist today

I got a cleaning and a full exam with x-rays. It turns out I don’t need a root canal, I also have no cavities which is really good news. I was really worried about the root canal with the pain and the cost. I got prescription toothpaste too to help keep the cavities away.

I needed some good news.

Mood: Relieved
Listening to: Nothing

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Finally, a new theme

Just a quick blog. I finally have a new theme up, the other one was up for over a year and I needed a change.

I’m starting to feel a bit better as far as the depression, but only a little bit. That’s something though.

Mood: Stressed
Listening to: Nonpoint - Breaking Skin

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Saw my doctor today

As I’ve mentioned before, I struggle with a variety of mental health problems. I’ve really gotten bad lately so I had to make an appointment to go in. He ended up switching my anti-depressant from Remeron (that stuff made me feel so much worse) to Celexa. I’ve been on it before, but he said I’ve been on everything else. I’ll try it again and see what happens.

I was supposed to go see War of Ages tonight, but after having so much anxiety all day over the doctor appointment, I’m drained. Plus I’m having some car trouble. I don’t feel safe driving that far until I get it checked out. I just want to relax tonight, I have stuff I have to do tomorrow (laundry, grocery shopping). It’s been really hard doing things since I was on that Remeron, it made me just want to not leave the apartment. I hope I start feeling better but it can take a month for the medication to fully get into my system. Here’s hoping. [-O<

Mood: Tired
Listening to: Nothing

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Random things

I finally got my shoes! Took USPS long enough to fix the error in my ZIP code.

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I wanted something black and simple to better go with my outfits, I like them.

I was surprised to call this morning to get a doctor appointment on Monday, usually because of their policy they will only schedule for 24-48 hours. I did fill out a complaint form their website and mailed it to the main office so maybe that helped.

Mood: Tired
Listening to: Nothing

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Switched hosts

I want to thank the lovely Kya for hosting me at Giraffe Host. I appreciate the effort she put in to switch me over from my old host.

Anyway, I put up all my Christmas decorations yesterday, here is my little Christmas tree:

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I think it turned out okay. I had such a hard time getting the lights in the window that when moving my bookshelf it collapsed. It had to go in the garbage. It was one of those cheap flimsy ones that aren’t real wood.

I wasn’t going to decorate this year because it’s so much work, but I got bored. :))

Mood: Tired
Listening to: Nothing

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Have a blog I should check out?

I’m looking for personal blogs to read. If you have one, comment with your URL so I can check it out. Who knows, if I like it, I may link back to you on my sidebar.

Mood: Bored
Listening to: Five Finger Death Punch - Wrong Side Of Heaven

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In one of my moods again

I’m in one of my depressed and completely bored out of my mind moods. I always feel worse around the holidays because I don’t get to see my family. I don’t think I’m even decorating for Christmas this year, what’s the point? Nobody’s coming over. It’s also too much work to just have the stuff up for a month. Plus, my closet is such a mess it is packed to the ceiling with stuff and I don’t think I could get anything out anyway.

It sounds like my mom won’t be coming out in the spring (she was supposed to come out in October, but her back problems prevented her from doing so). She says she can’t afford it because she has to help me out with my dental issues. She bought a new house so that could also be why. I feel so bad, but I don’t have insurance. I suggested we video chat, but she said she got a new laptop and doesn’t know if it has a camera or how to do it (she’s not very good at technology).

When I’m close to running out of medication, I’m calling my doctor to see if I can come in and get some different medication, I need to start feeling better.

I’ve also been very active on my Tumblr lately, I think I’m addicted.

I don’t know if any of this is stupid or makes sense but it’s what’s going through my head right now. All my thoughts are jumbled right now.

Mood: Bored
Listening to: Nothing

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So tomorrow is Thanksgiving

I hope everyone who celebrates it has a happy Thanksgiving. I won’t be doing anything tomorrow. Today my apartment complex was offering a Thanksgiving feast in the clubhouse but I didn’t go. I’m feeling down in the dumps again, this always happens around holidays because I miss my family (they’re in Pennsylvania). I don’t know if I’m even going to decorate for Christmas this year. It seems like too much work when it’s over with in a flash.

It seems like as I’ve gotten older, holidays haven’t been as big of a deal anymore. I miss being a kid around the holidays because they were always so much fun. Oh how things have changed. People tell me I should move back to Pennsylvania to be with my family, but that’s not where I need to be. I know deep down that I’m where I’m supposed to be now. It’s tough not seeing my family, but I had to do what was best for me. I felt worse in Pennsylvania than I do here. I’m always afraid I’ll be forced to move back at some point, but I hope that doesn’t happen. I absolutely hate snow and cold weather, it makes me miserable. It’s chilly here but not as bad as it would be there. I miss summer already.

And just another reminder, check out my new Tumblr inheart.nu.

Mood: Tired
Listening to: Nonpoint - Breaking Skin

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I guess I’m not getting my shoes

An update to this post, two people I’ve spoken with at USPS have lied to me. One said it would be shipped back to the company, another said they’d get the package to me. The package has been going back and forth from West Sacramento to Vallecito California since last week. I wonder how long they’re going to do this. It would be nice to get my order.

Remember, always make sure your ZIP code is correct when ordering online.

Mood: Annoyed
Listening to: Nothing

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My depression has gotten better (for now)

It comes and goes, but right now I feel ok. I took advantage of it and got the cleaning and laundry done early as well as the grocery shopping. I do wish I had the attention span to watch some movies on Netflix. My doctor won’t give me medication for my ADHD, probably because I’m on Xanax. I just keep pausing movies to get up and do something else, I hate it. My doctor thinks it’s my depression causing that but I don’t think it is, well maybe a little bit.

I guess all I can really do is take one day at a time, and be thankful for days when I feel ok.

Mood: Ok
Listening to: Nothing

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New Tumblr

I’ve decided to open back up a Tumblr account for quotes and pictures. Check it out here. Follow me if you like. There’s not much there at the moment because I just started it about an hour ago. Erin.nu will still be my main blog.

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Mood: Tired
Listening to: Nothing

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Oh USPS

Edit: I got a voicemail from USPS saying they’re going to try to fix it and get it to me. I then realized I also forgot to include my apartment number. #-o I hope it gets to me but if not, oh well I guess.

I ordered a pair of shoes online a few days ago and accidentally entered one digit wrong in my ZIP code. So now my package is stuck in California when I live in Arizona. Apparently they go by ZIP codes and not cities and states. I called USPS and they told me the package is being sent back to the company I ordered from. All USPS would have to do is change that one digit to deliver the package, but no, that’d be too easy. I understand it’s my fault for making a typo but I don’t understand why USPS can’t correct that small issue. I hope I get a refund when it’s sent back to the company. I e-mailed them about it so we’ll see. Frustrating but I should have paid more attention. 8-}

Mood: Annoyed
Listening to: Nothing

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More random stuff

I got an invoice today from my apartment complex’s office for the plumbing service that had to come out a couple Saturdays ago. $244.20 to pull up the toilet and unclog it. The manager said it was my fault for flushing feminine products down it (sorry TMI, I’m usually a TMI type of person, lol) and clogging it. Well, it’s fixed now so that’s what matters.

I ordered some shoes online and completely screwed up the shipping address, so I don’t think I’m going to get them. That’s what I get for ordering things online late at night I guess. I’m trying to sort it out with the site I ordered from and USPS, but the USPS is a pain sometimes.

I’ve also been having a lot of problems with my teeth lately, a lot of them have been hurting. I think I go to the dentist in January but I do see an endodontist on December 3rd to see about a possible root canal. Now I’m thinking I may need more than one, or it could just me being paranoid. I kind of blame my dentist for this because when I came in for my cleaning she was at lunch and didn’t check my teeth for cavities like she normally does. Sometimes I have gone into the dentist complaining of pain and they found nothing wrong. I guess I’m just really paranoid about my teeth or something.

Oh, and I also got a free pizza tonight! I had finally built up enough Papa Rewards from Papa John’s to get a free large pizza. All I had to pay was delivery charge and tip. :-bd

Mood: Tired
Listening to: Avenged Sevenfold - This Means War

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